Correct me if I’m painfully wrong, but I guess we’re done? I mean… you haven’t said anything to me in almost a week now. And before that one 20 minute conversation, it was a week as well. I don’t know what the hell is going on with us, so I’m assuming the worst possible thing and thinking that you no longer want me. I’m here thinking that you no longer love me or want me in your life, that you don’t need me and don’t think about me at all anymore, that you found someone else to love you more than you think I ever could (which is highly unlikely and quite frankly impossible). Yeah… I’m heartbroken. Whatever tho… I guess everything I do isn’t, wasn’t, and never has been good enough. I guess nothing I do can ever make anything between us get better. It’s all my fault right? For caring too much again? For loving you too strongly and missing you more than I should? Yeah, I guess so. Seems like all I can do right now is guess, since you haven’t said a word to me in so long. This could just be you going back to your old ways, but that’s not any better… Because the old you hurt me more by being with me and being cold to me than when we were apart. I liked who you became, who you transformed into, who you grew up to be. You treated me so well and made me so happy, but slowly I saw that man fade away again. He got too comfortable and started taking my ways for granted just like in the past. Maybe I was wrong in trusting you with my heart again, but I don’t think I am- never will. But until you say something, I guess I’m nothing to you now. The silence you push toward me hurts more than words ever could.. I just hope you’re happy doing whatever you’re doing and accomplishing everything you set out to.. Cuz I’ve just been here waiting for you to come around and say that you love me, to check up on me like you used to, to be the man I so unconditionally love and cherish. I always make time for you, but I guess your life is just too busy for me now. I guess I no longer fit into your lifestyle. I guess you’re just going to ignore me and leave me lonely… I guess I really didn’t mean as much to you as you said I did. Your silence is telling me so many different things.  I don’t know if anything I’m saying is true or even close to what’s going on in your head… but how would I know? You never say anything to me anymore & it looks like you don’t even try to.