I feel bad for whoever has been following me on Tumblr and Twitter these past few days. I really can’t hide the fact that I’m sad and depressed. In person it’s so easy and I get by without having to tell a single soul. No one ever knows unless I say something, but when I’m alone and there’s a blank space where I can write my thoughts down, I spill everything I’ve been holding back. The thing is, I like keeping my problems to myself. I’m always the one helping others, I don’t want those people to feel the need to take care of me. I’m so headstrong and believe I can do this all by myself. My mentality is that if I write it on here, I figure not as many people will hear about it. I don’t wanna talk about what’s bothering me to anyone because I feel like they won’t understand and that I’ll just end up crying. I just… need a place to vent. So excuse the sad, sensitive, angry, depressed, and emotional things found here. Eventually, I’ll be fine.