February 2012
I hate being by myself
It just makes me sad nowadays because it allows me to over-think about everything that’s been happening lately. I’m already depressed as it is, which basically caused me to get as sick as I am right now. I don’t need these lonely nights and so many quiet moments. I hate it. I hate being by myself. I’m only okay when I’m surrounded by the people I know will be here for...
ajaekaiui:
I really don’t think you understand how difficult it is to be this far away from you and know that you aren’t in my life anymore. You make it look so damn easy and I feel so sorry for my self for being so pathetic trying to make it look just as easy.. But in all honesty I can never make it look that easy.. It’s the worst feeling losing more than just your best friend.. It’s like I...
I'd be lying if I told you I don't miss you.
Now that I think about it, I’ve never had a valentine before. I mean, a REAL valentine. Like, go out on a date, bought each other gifts, get silly cards, or do something exclusive just for us. I’ve never spent valentines day with a special someone nor have I ever had a real valentine.
HAWAII version...
boys in fights: COME U FAKA! FAKEN LEEK U BOI! LIKE ME FAKEN PUT YOU TO DA GROUND?! LESSS GOO BOY!
girls in fights: COME U FAKA! I FAKEN LEEK U BITCH! FAKEN TUNA!.... AHH NO PULL HAIR! AHHH, FAKEN BITCH!
I just wanna be happy!!!
No more worries, no more tears, no more stress. I just wanna be happy with life and be okay again. I don’t want this bullshit. I just wanna be happy again.
Right now, it’s been nothing except silent nights. It’s hella weird not talking about anything and everything until I fall asleep with someone. It’s odd knowing no one is trynna call me at any hour of the night just to see how I am, how I’m doing, how my day was, or just wanting to hear my voice because they were thinking about me and miss me. I hate not having that special...
Can I call you babe? May I be the one you fall...
phammynguyen:
(via phammynguyen)
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I hate that as soon as you completely stop caring about a person, that’s the only point in time when they start to show how much you mean to them. Smh. Ugh… wasting my time.
Looking Up
I’m at the bottom. Somehow, just when things were almost perfect, I’ve hit another low point in my life & I’m ready for the high points to come along again. I feel like I’m a toad at the bottom of a well and I’m looking at the sky. I’m ready to be a free bird and soar. I’m looking up and trying to reach the top; trying to soar in the big beautiful open...
It’s like, you try to fix certain aspects of your life only to have the rest fall to pieces as well. I just can’t win. Wow… fck the world and everyone in it right now. I hate people today.
“People ask why life is sometimes so full of pain. Well, without pain, would we...”
– (via eletheowl)
A person can only try so hard & do so much…. It seems like I’ve done whatever I could. After a while, you feel like you’re trying in vain. When all I ever get is silence in return for my efforts it’s hard to keep wanting to put in effort anymore. I feel like I’m trying, but you don’t care about me anymore…..
Watchepthemc:
havent seen an envoy video in a minute…
I always reblog this tho. haha <3
"Who ever came up with that saying, 'Ignorance is...
“When I was your age, our generation was only expected to live up until age 40 and it was somewhat okay to be ignorant. Well, I’m glad that turned out to be a horrific calculation. Now, with your generation, your life expectancy is about 100. You’re what? 18, 19, 20 years old? Who the hell wants to be stupid for about 80 more years of their lives? Being unaware and ignorant...
When we were younger, the days couldn't have gone...
I’m not okay right now, but one day I will be. I’m not gonna allow the tears to keep falling, forever. I’ve gotta suck it up & be strong. I’ve gotta learn that the person I set out to be won’t just become who I am automatically. I’ve got to earn it. I can’t keep crying & being sad. I can’t keep being down and allowing myself to be in a...
