January 2012
Trey Songz - I Refuse
I hate knowing that I'm dedicating my all to...
My life, your hands
I told god my life is falling apart.. I know he can help me put back the pieces. I have my faith, my ambition, my resolve, my morals. I know I can get through the roughest points of my life with determination and time. I can do this… I think. But i know I can’t do it alone. God, my life is in your hands. I trust you and you are the person i need the most right now. Please, let...
On tumblr because i can’t fcking sleep & i’m having a horrible night… Yeah, trying to feel better…
Don't worry if I argue with you, worry when I stop...
Correct me if I’m painfully wrong, but I guess we’re done? I mean… you haven’t said anything to me in almost a week now. And before that one 20 minute conversation, it was a week as well. I don’t know what the hell is going on with us, so I’m assuming the worst possible thing and thinking that you no longer want me. I’m here thinking that you no longer...
coolcalmboogie:
I fall asleep faster if I’m on the phone with someone.
Yeah.
=|
I feel bad for whoever has been following me on Tumblr and Twitter these past few days. I really can’t hide the fact that I’m sad and depressed. In person it’s so easy and I get by without having to tell a single soul. No one ever knows unless I say something, but when I’m alone and there’s a blank space where I can write my thoughts down, I spill everything...
You start to stress when I show you that I care a...
Worry when I start to care about you less daily and be paraniod when I all you get from me is silence because the person who kept trying is slowly giving up and the heart that was once so full of love is growing cold.
No matter which way you put it, college is...
I can literally see and feel the money draining from my accounts. It kills me knowing that all my money goes into school, but at the same time it makes me proud because I know that I’m trying to achieve the American Dream and get a great education. It seriously sucks always having to be broke tho… I don’t like it at all. ): College is so expensive! I wish I was well-off enough to...
coolcalmboogie:
So.
Anyone want a phone conversation?
Let’s talk about life :]
WOOOOOOOOW! & you dont ever text back. Jerk. -_-;
Wow… Well this shit sucks. Whatever. Still can’t sleep. Guess i’ll just be staring at the walls until I can.
Cant. Sleep. D; i’m seriously just laying here, in the darkness, & can’t fall back asleep… ): i miss having someone to talk to at night..
I'm back to "idgaf" personality.
ayynakufarinapauline:
I could care less about anything right now. I feel as if it’s better off this way because I won’t get hurt. guards are back up. It’s not that im gonna be mean to people but it’s just that I wont give a flying fuck about anything right now.
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I'm impatient.
I can only wait for so long until you piss me the fck off and let’s just say I’m way past done waiting. I’m so over this bullshit. Call me when you come to your senses because, until then, I won’t be around.
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"Don't Worry"
WHATTHEMOTHERFCK?! No, I’m your girlfriend of course I’m going to worry! I’m gonna worry about you finding someone prettier, smarter, funnier, or more talented than me and cheating on me or even leaving me. I don’t want you in the arms of anyone else after everything we’ve went through. I’m not trynna fck up everything we worked so hard to achieve. Yeah,...
